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How Could you Break My Heart? |
There I was about to give my all,
Madly in love and believed it all
Your words touch and deed
A friend of the family, you can trust him… he’s sweet
Never took the time to judge for my self
So I could see the signs,
I really need to be with someone else
He’s not mine cuz I’m only his lust
Not his future wife yet a pleasure not a must
“I don’t wanna be like my dad 20 women on a spin
Help me to be different, live my life without sin”
That’s what we prayed for before he confessed the fact
There are three players in this story
How could I be so blind and fall for that act
Why you keep pulling me in when you say you want out
There’s no love here, just lust no doubt
I admit I see it too
Every time you make me look at you
Stop Girl don’t look just turn away
He broke your heart and can only delay
Your arrival at real love
A destination for two
A brother who lusts but also knows
How to prove his love for only you
With a beauty inside and out,
one who puts you first, His future wife no doubt
Took another look and now I see
My heart is not broken at all
Instead it made whole, it’s free! |
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Lord I pray…
Will these doubts and insecurities ever go away?
Where do I begin? I can’t even remember.
Lord I need you and only to you, I surrender.
My heart, soul and mind are aching
The ground beneath my feet is shaking.
What can I do my head is bowed;
I am at your mercy I shout out loud.
One day I’m happy and the other I’m not, what’s wrong?
Is it me you forgot…to hold and protect.
To give me strength and undying self-respect?
Or was I too happy and unworthy of another day
of feeling good and having things finally go my way?
Lord don’t get me wrong I know You know best,
but sometimes I get this piercing pain in my chest.
Maybe its guilt of feeling discontent…
or maybe I’m just worried bout next month’s rent.
Is it because I can not control myself,
by eating too much and damaging my health?
Where is the energy and lust I have lost?
Lord can you help me? I’ll pay whatever it costs.
Just for once to succeed in what I set out to do,
if it’s in music, relations or even my faith in You.
Lord I’m ready, to give you all of me,
and try my hardest to prove to thee,
that I am worthy of being all I can be.
Yours Truly…I hope you’re listening… |
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Take your time boo, do stay in my life.
Get to know me better, maybe one day
make me your wife.
Love me or leave me, I prefer the first.
My love’s dried out, please quench my thirst.
You are my teacher, lover & my friend
With only one above you,
Don’t get me wrong, do comprehend.
He is the one that brought me to you,
gave us a helping hand,
in connecting our hearts boo.
He’s not your competition…..
He is your friend! |
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Restless my thoughts try to find their way back home
Ignoring all stop signs
Slippin’ of that yellow brick road
Desperation enters and lures them away
Promises them an exit
A one way ticket to a brighter day
Well I’ve searched high
I’ve search low
I’ve searched in places no one dares to go
I’ve seen the truth
I’ve seen all the lies
I’ve seen things that forced me to realise that,
No matter where you go no matter where you are
You’re lost and always searching
For that miracle to heal your scars
Livin’ ain’t easy
Who said it would be
A hop skip and a jump away
Of finding pure serenity
Searchin’ searchin with frustration as fuel
Trying to create a perfect home
With out the right tools
Do or die is what’s clear to me
Gotta feed my baby Girl
My first priority
Mostly regret the things I’ve done
The things I’ve seen
I wouldn’t wish on any one
I try and try to forget my ghetto mentality
When will I find the right mind?
One which is pure at ease and finally free |
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I'll find a way to move on |
You’re the sweetest thing I’ve ever known
When ur chocolate skin touched mine it felt like I was about to explode
But still I’ll find a way to move on
With every kiss it felt like the first time
U holding me, touching me, squeezing me, making me loose my mind
But still I’ll find a way to move on
U lit a fire in my heart made my smile shine like the early morning sun
Showed me passionate love in more ways then one
But still I’ll find a way to move on
Inspired me to wind my waist and curl my toes
Made me scream baby in every language I know
But still I’ll find a way to move on
Had me up all night feeding me ur soul
Like Bridget’s Jones diary baby U make me whole
But still I’ll find a way to move on
Step in the name of love along the canal
Changing positions and rocking the boat well
But still I’ll find a way to move on
Told me a lie made my heart bleed
U covered it with ur love not in word but in deeds
But still I’ll find a way to move on
Picking up the pieces one by one
What do you do when the love grows stronger but the trust is gone
I guess we’ll never know the reality is unfair
On my own with these questions cuz ur there and I’m here
Maybe its best to 4get and except what we had is gone
DAMN LET ME STOP FRONTIN’
I WISH U’D CALL ME AND TELL ME
HOW DO I MOVE ON? |
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4 ever YOURS, 4 ever MINE |
So many words, thoughts and dreams capture my mind
Within a week I received what I once thought was so hard to find
I prayed for a man like you to come my way
God didn’t sleep on it, He made it happen within 7 days
Amen to that! It’s like when He created the world
This time He went all out for Poppa’s little gurl
He brought me home a man after His own heart
A trooper, a soldier a beautiful work of art
A man who knows pure love, in the spirit and in truth
Scrumptiously delicious, chocolate sweet like Baby Ruth
Lawd have mercy! But if U would have to call on me today!
I’d thank you Jesus for sending Mr. X my way!
Baby you’ve enrich my life in more ways than one
I thank you for being you in all the things you’ve done
As I shake my head, I sigh and think of my next line
Just can’t believe that I’m yours and you are mine
Never have I felt like this, experienced a love so pure and true
Never have I met a man of God to be blessed abundantly like you
Don’t know where this is going but I believe God has a plan
For the first time I’m not pulling the strings, this is not in my hands
But where ever it is God wants us to go
You can count on me to hold your hand and I will follow
With God as our guide we’ll be just fine
4 ever YOURS, 4 ever MINE |
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Written so many poems, letters and songs
Bout past lovers doing me right yet doing me wrong
Thought I knew love by a gap that was filled
Little did I know it was the devil going for the kill
It might sound harsh but the truth is not a lie
For Jesus is my witness, He is my alibi
He brought me out of the illusion and opened my eyes
Dried my tears lifted my face up to the sky
Kept me focused and aimed on the price
Gods promise, true love by a blessed sacrifice
By seeking His Kingdom and righteousness in all I do
Never knew that by loving Him I’d now be loving you
Yes I said it “Love” is in my mouth, body, spirit and soul
I pour it out on to you my love, unlimited, unconditional with God in control
As long as I have breath I will Praise His name
As long as I have breath for you I’ll do the same
I pray to God, Jehovah Jireh, My Lord
That one day we’ll be a three fold harmony, one accord
One breath is all it takes to say I love you
One breath is all it takes to say I need you
One breath is all it takes to say I DO |
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Well……
How about we sit down and talk just for a lil’ while
Let The Spirit flow and blow our minds as we wonder off just for a lil’ mile
Through the darkness of our souls we step into the light
Having no fear because the light shines ever so bright
It knows no day it knows no night
It keeps us safe always walking upright
We’re free to love, free to feel
Free to let go, free to be real
Freed from our past, enslaved to destiny
I love my baby, my baby loves me
We fall and we rise, we laugh and we cry
Our love conquers all, casts out every lie
No weapon formed against us, prosper shall it not
Instead it will be our footstool, leading us to a lot
A whole lot of favour, blessings and grace
Always keeping us focused
Always seeking His face
Knowing what’s to come is better then what’s been
Knowing we are victorious, No longer victims of our sin
I believe ‘I’ has now become ‘we’
I believe that God has created an angel
Fearfully and wonderfully made
Especially for me |
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Like the thunder before the rain
My heart beats longing for me and love to meet up again.
Till a hurricane of water messes up the foundation of my face
Pouring over my pride damaging all flood gates.
With love on the other side I wait for God to ordain
The coming of the rainbow as the sun shines through the rain
How long will I thirst. How long will it take?
Will you rain before I fall a sleep or will you wait till I awake
I’m waiting for the rain
I’m waiting for the rain to fall
I’m waiting for love to call and say……. ‘YES’
Waiting for love to pour out what’s been kept behind a closed door.
The love that was presented to me in a vision of love’s treshing-floor
No more bag lady, my bags are empty ready for the refill
Not with burdens, pain and longsuffering
I’m ready for my promise; I’m in this for Gods will
I’m waiting for the rain
I’m waiting for the rain to fall
I’m waiting for love to call and say…….. ‘YES’
Yes to my yesterday, today and tomorrow
Yes to my joy reaped from each tear sown from sorrow.
Yes when I need to hear a voice in the wilderness, a voice that truly cares
Yes as your hand gently wipes away all of my tears
Tears of happiness when we finally unite
When will we see Gods glory, when will the time be right
I’m waiting for the rain
I’m waiting for the rain to fall
I’m waiting for love to call and say……..
YES!…. IM COMING YOUR WAY |
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